I SAW IN A DREAM A WAY TO SURVIVE AND I WAS SO FULL OF JOY
WHAT A FUCKING LIE THAT WAS
I know it’s just because I’m at Jessie’s wedding and right before I fell asleep shivani said how much she wants to find love
But I still hate myself for dreaming of you wanting me
I hate myself for how real it felt to dream of you choosing me
And I hate that when I woke up I wished it could be real
